Hello Again

Its been a month I didn't write anything in this blog. I have no time to do it coz I don't have any internet access at home. But today, I got it. Its P1W1Max. They say it is the fastest broadband in Malaysia. I admit it. I. got no problem loading any page. It is fast. Ok, done about P1W1Max..Like they gonna pay me for what I write. Hehehehhe. I'm waiting for my hubby to come back from work. So bored. Where is he? Just wait till he come back. When I look at his face, I feel love inside me. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. I am so grateful to have you as a partner. I hope I wont let you down in everything. I just want to do anything that you like. I will try my love. I hope our marriage will last forever. Love you so much.

PENGHIJRAHAN KU....

Salam Maal Hijrah kepada sume umat islam. Tahun ni harap2 hijrah ku ini benar2 terjadi dan akan ku realisasikan. My mission and goal is never skipped solat. NEVER!!!!.. So far, 2 hari ni Alhamdulillah penuh. YA Allah..Bantulah hamba mu ini. Jauhkan lah aku dari siksaan api neraka Mu yang Maha Dahsyat. Aku takut YA ALLAH..Berilah peluang kepada hambamu ini untuk bertaubat. Ampunkanlah dosa-dosaku YA ALLAH. Lagi satu hijrahku..eh..tiba2 ade tambahan kan..mestilah..aku nk berjimat cermat tahun ni..Hutang x payah ckp la..teramat banyak. Aku takut satu hari nnti aku akan jatuh kerana hutang. YA ALLAH..jauhilah aku dari godaan syaitan yang direjam. Aku berasa gembira dengan penghijrahanku ini. Harap2 ianya kekal selama2nya. Amin ya rabbal a'lamin...

Bestnye bercuti sepanjang jumaat selama 4 minggu berturut2..

Salam, ini masuk minggu yg kedua hari Jumaat cuti, next week n week after that cuti lagi Jumaat. Aktiviti banyak, tp macam xberapa menarik, macam jumaat minggu lepas gi jogging ngan mek no. Sonok jugak, dh lama giler x jogging. Sakit kaki tangan di buatnye. Dah 2 minggu berturut2 tengok wayang..last week cite Storm Warriors. This week cite AVATAR..quite interesting story. Some people might like it. But to me the story was average nevertheless the message in this movie are so meaningful and spectaccular. I kinda love it. Went to see the movie with along n een. As usual, along will sponsored us. She's a good sister though..hehehehhee...Life is not so easy..Try to use all the sources I have to continue living. What am I talking about. All sort of creaps.

What I really sad about..

I just finished surfing the website about how to get pregnant. I am so sad when I think about it. The more I'm thinking about this the more I feel the pressure. Its like I'm the one who's trying hard. I'm not blaming my husband in this case but at least try to be a little bit concern about this matter. I know I'm the one who has all this problem llike fertality,ovary and etc. Sometimes I get really frustrated in life. I've been married since 2 ye ars ago and trying to get pregnant ever since. Maybe its not the time yet. Cause I believed that Allah must have a reason why I'm still not pregnant. I must put my 100% efford to concieve but sometimes I don't know what else should I do. I've tried so many things like seeing the doctors, eating medicines, massages, try to lose some weight but still, I haven't got pregnant. Like I said, maybe Allah has other plan for me. Maybe there is a good thing beside all this. I will keep waiting and pray that one day my parents will get lots of grandchildrens. Pity Ibu, when I'm thinking about Ibu, I become so sensetive. She wants us to have children since the day we were married. All of her brothers and sisters have lots of grandchildrens but she has not. Even just one. If she got one would be so much means to her.. Ibu..believed me, I really want this to be happened.. really I do Ibu..I love u and dad so much. Both of you means everything to me.

What I really feel rite now...

First..I would like to say to myself that Selamat Menyambut Awal Muharram..Have a new book, have a new life, try to fix everything that was wrong before. I will try my best and promise myself that I will try to live as a muslim right now. I know I have so much sin in life. I never kept my promised to Allah. What a shame right?Its a big sin. I never fullfill my life with solat. I used to skipped solat everyday. Sometimes, I don't do it at all in one day. But now, I want to promise myself that I will perform solat everyday. I must try. If other muslims can do it, so why can't I. Please Allah lead me the right way. Amin ya rabbal alamin...